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"Death is a test of one’s maturity. Everyone has got to get through it on their own. I want very much to die. I want to become part of that vast extraordinary light. But dying is hard work. Death is in control of the process, I cannot influence its course. All I can do is wait. I was given my life, I had to live it, and now I am giving it back."
-Edelgard Clavey, 67.

"There is something romantic about drinking until you throw up, sometimes you just want to black out. I've never done cocaine, but I do see the glamour in it. Cocaine is so much more attractive than marijuana. It seems so much more dangerous and real. I don't do drugs as for a while now, yet there I always had a facination for getting high. Not for the sheer feeling of it but for the facination with the chemical imbalances brought up to my brain, a destruction of reality that makes your body feel better."

by Arlo Eisenberg